I'm really struggling here without you my beautiful boy, how can we keep doing this? I have so many questions but no one can answer them, why were you taken from us? we all knew how special you were from the moment you were born. Why do so many people get to have all their children close to them, close to cuddle and love and yet some of us have to spend every day without our angels? I feel so angry and that upsets me as I should never feel anger with anything to do with you. I wish so badly that you were here, that I could do something, anything to change this, I miss you so much and the pain is becoming so unbearable I wonder if soon it will become all I am. I love you my baby boy, so, so much xx Mummy xx
This candle was first lit on the 27th of August 2010 and will burn for 86 years 3 months and 9 days.