My beautiful baby boy, things just seem to be getting worse and worse, everybody seems to be moving on but we're still stuck here in hell without you. I think about you every, single second of every, single day, everything we would be doing if you were here constantly fills our heads. I just want you back in my arms where you belong, where I can smell you and see you. I love you so much my beautiful boy. Marley started school this week, feels like hes growing up so fast, this was meant to be our time alone together but instead I sit in your room, alone, in silence. The whole house is just so silent. I wish I could hear you cry. I miss you so much Maddox, what are we meant to do here without you? Hopefully we'll be together again soon. Love you so much, with every beat of my heart. Mummy xx
This candle was first lit on the 12th of September 2010 and will burn for 86 years 3 months and 25 days.