Hello my beautiful boy, its another wednesday and another horrible week has gone by without you, I miss you so much Maddox, Im trying to be brighter for marleys sake but I feel so lost without you and every day I just wish my life away so we can be together again. Marley looks even more like daddy lately but I know you would have even more, I wonder if looking at him would be like looking at you but I'm never going to get chance to do that. This world is such a cold, dark place without you hear to cuddle. I miss you my darling and no matter where I am, what I'm doing or who I'm talking too you are always strongest in my mind and my heart. I love you so much and I miss your sparkly eyes. Everybody thinks I'm doing so well but only you and I know the truth don't we angel. Please help me be strong Maddox. Mummy loves you so much xx
This candle was first lit on the 22nd of September 2010 and will burn for 86 years 4 months and 3 days.