Cannot believe christmas is only 3 days now, just don't know how we've got here without you Maddox, it just all feels so joyless and wrong even though Monks is so excited. It breaks my heart looking at the fire with only one stocking, I remember last year saying to daddy that it would be the last year with only one, feeling so happy and excited that you would be arriving soon. We finally had your light put up in your bedroom so its finally finished for you angel. I imagine you everywhere in this house, I can almost see you here, if only. Christmas will never be right now, always an empty seat at the table, always one less stocking but mummy has you in my heart every second Maddox and I promise, I'll never, ever let you go. Miss you so much baby. Mummy xx
This candle was first lit on the 22nd of December 2010 and will burn for 86 years 7 months and 4 days.