My beautiful boy, I feel even more lost without you lately, I can hardly stand it sometimes, I feel like my hearts going to explode and shatter out of my chest, it just hurts so much without you here, I want so much for you to be part of everything I do and I try to talk to everyone about you as much as I can, I can't cope with the thought of people forgetting you. You know that you are always the first thing I think of when I wake up and the last thing I wish for before I go to sleep, that will never change, I promise. I love you so, so much. Monks still talks about you everyday and he's going to write a special christmas list to santa for you so he knows what to bring you in heaven, he misses you and daddy and I can see how sad it makes him. The house is so lonely without you and the days are so long, I can see you walking around the house sometimes and everywhere we go I imagine you there with us too. I love you angel, Mummy xxxxxx
This candle was first lit on the 4th of August 2011 and will burn for 87 years 2 months and 17 days.